Day 21 - 30 on Chantix..

Hi folks! Did you think I just would never post again? lol I bet you were... Well actually I have been getting ready for xmas shopping and all that jaz! Basicly yes I have been slacking..alot.. :)

But I am still not smoking that has to be good... Lately however I have been kinda of struggling with it because I really want to smoke lol.. isn't that stupid? I just want to smoke I like it in a weird way.. blah but you know.. I really know it's just the old me that I am comfortable with I mean I have smoked since I was around 15 years old (behind my parents back when I was that young of course).

I asked a friend of mine that stopped smoking about 3 years ago.. how long it took her not to "think" like a smoker.. I think most of you know what I am talking about when I say "think like a smoker" anyways she informed me it took her about 6 months.. she quit cold turkey.. that girl has will powah! lol :)

I figure when I get past the not "thinking like a smoker" I'll have it kicked. (hopes)
This is what I think is stupid.. When I am around people who smoke it disgusts me the smell smells like it always did really.. but now its just gross.. but when I am not around the smokers I'm like UGrahgahhhh.. I want a cigarette lol.. mental huh?

Anyways.. I wanted everyone to know I'm doing fine fine.. no smokie smokie.. what am I on? my 3rd week of quit? I think so..

anyways.. take care..I'lll write again soon I promise!

PS
I found out for me its a bad idea to cut those pills in half.. blah made me have so much pain in my tummy .. :(((..

oH
Have a merry xmas if I dont make it back before to tell you so

MERRY CHRISTMAS and HAPPY NEW YEARS! :))
(hopes 08 is way better than 07 was)