Day 21 - 30 on Chantix..

Hi folks! Did you think I just would never post again? lol I bet you were... Well actually I have been getting ready for xmas shopping and all that jaz! Basicly yes I have been slacking..alot.. :)

But I am still not smoking that has to be good... Lately however I have been kinda of struggling with it because I really want to smoke lol.. isn't that stupid? I just want to smoke I like it in a weird way.. blah but you know.. I really know it's just the old me that I am comfortable with I mean I have smoked since I was around 15 years old (behind my parents back when I was that young of course).

I asked a friend of mine that stopped smoking about 3 years ago.. how long it took her not to "think" like a smoker.. I think most of you know what I am talking about when I say "think like a smoker" anyways she informed me it took her about 6 months.. she quit cold turkey.. that girl has will powah! lol :)

I figure when I get past the not "thinking like a smoker" I'll have it kicked. (hopes)
This is what I think is stupid.. When I am around people who smoke it disgusts me the smell smells like it always did really.. but now its just gross.. but when I am not around the smokers I'm like UGrahgahhhh.. I want a cigarette lol.. mental huh?

Anyways.. I wanted everyone to know I'm doing fine fine.. no smokie smokie.. what am I on? my 3rd week of quit? I think so..

anyways.. take care..I'lll write again soon I promise!

PS
I found out for me its a bad idea to cut those pills in half.. blah made me have so much pain in my tummy .. :(((..

oH
Have a merry xmas if I dont make it back before to tell you so

MERRY CHRISTMAS and HAPPY NEW YEARS! :))
(hopes 08 is way better than 07 was)

Day #14 - 18th The Chantix Way!

Hey everyone.. its me :D I know its been a while since I have wrote! I'm still doing really good.. I went to see the doc & he said if I do not feel like taking my night pill then I don't need to take it. Of course I haven't taken it for a while any ways.. I'm doing real good I rarely think about smoking any more but I still have my moments lol* like when I have a really nice yummy meal!

I don't miss smoking this winter at all! I couldn't smoke out in the cold anyways because I would always get the huccups.. *laughs*

It doesn't bother me when people smoke around me either.. but I did notice when I was shopping in Wal-marts today when someone walked by how bad they reaked of cigarette smoke.. I can hardly believe I smelled that bad but I know I did.. I am so happy I don't any more!.. How embarasing!!

I'm so thankful to Chantix - it was so hard before to try to quit this time seems so easy..
I keep telling my syblings they need to do it..
Anyways I have gained weight I didn't think I would because I never gain weight so but
my first weigh in was 115lbs - now i am at 121lbs! my goal weight has always been 125lbs I hope I don't get any heavier than that lol!
Almost at 2 weeks stop but it feels like months .. how strange :)
18th Day on Chantix :D

xoxo
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